It has been a long time since I wrote here. Life was going pretty great, there was not much to report on. Until this month. So here’s the update.
February 2026 started with hope.
I had quietly gotten myself back into pretty good shape. Not 36-year-old PR shape (let’s not get delusional), but strong-for-50 shape. I was genuinely excited to see what I could do in the 50–54 age group at the USATF New England 4 Mile Championship on Super Bowl Sunday, February 8th.
I was genuinely excited for the SuperSuperbowlBowl weekend. We were wearing our Patriots gear at school on Friday, February 6th. It was a good day.
And then… I skipped.
Yes. Skipped.
That Friday, I was at school in a good mood. Too good of a mood, apparently. My next class — a sweet group of second graders — was lined up in the hallway. For reasons I cannot defend, I decided to skip across my classroom to greet them.
POP.
I felt it.
I heard it.
My left calf. Gastrocnemius.
It felt like someone snapped a window shade violently upward inside my leg. I couldn’t stand. I couldn’t walk. The pain was immediate and blinding.
But the second graders were coming in.
So I smiled.
“Mrs. Robie is in a little bit of pain right now, so you’re going to need to be extra independent today, okay?”
Lie.
I was in a lot bit of pain.
Ten minutes later, the paraprofessional walked in and found me in tears in my chair. The nurse came. I couldn’t stand. I left school in a wheelchair — which is not how I pictured the final 48 hours before a championship race going.
Urgent care confirmed it: torn calf muscle.
UGH. I had a race in two days. I was so upset. However, one unexpectedly beautiful moment happened at urgent care.
My blood pressure read 118/78. I really do not take my blood pressure anymore. I do not have a need since the successful adrenalectomy. It has been a while since I was curious enough to take a reading. But there I was — albeit injured — with perfect, medication-free blood pressure.
That number felt like a quiet victory.
And then, because the universe sometimes throws you a bone, a winter storm rolled in and postponed that 4 mile Championship race. Panic lifted. I didn’t have to miss it. It simply wasn’t happening.
Silver lining.

Crutches destroyed my armpits, so I upgraded to a knee scooter and went about life like a one-legged pirate. Brooke had a dance competition that weekend. I hobbled around on one leg feeling bad for myself, desperately wanting to run but couldn’t. But I kept telling myself:
You’ve been through worse.
At that time, a simple calf injury was taking me out, but I knew eventually I would be able to start running again. I had no idea what was coming next.
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